hello peoples, thanks for clicking on my journal and giving a shit, i have to say i cant rememebr who the fuck half of you are but im sure i added u for a reason so lets party.


im 23 now awesome. finished uni, bumming around for a few months working on and off doing nothing really broke up with woman, got back with woman, then she broke up with me, got full time work as a scaffolder. good having money and good having no free time to to think. thinking makes me think how much ive changed since i last wrote in this diary. i read back and think, "geez who is this silly kid" i guess its still me just at a different time. i feel melancholy, like iom reminiscing, spending my time thinking about better times that wont happen again, trying to find a way to make myself get up and make new fun times. i feel like ive lost who i am, all my friends are leaving the country or state, i lost my woman and i cant remmeber what i used to be like, days pass now like leaves falling off a tree, one after another each just teh same as the last. i used to be able to be with myself and be happy, im only happy around people, and soon there will be none left. i need to find myself again, i want to love again but every woman i see i just compare to my old one and then they seem like shit. i know theres a million little shits on here whingign about how they broke up and shit, but we were together about 3 years, lioves together for abotu 2, so.... i hate the fact that i still love her. she doesnt care. luci if you read this, fuck you for making me feel this way. yes i know i sound quite emo shut up. i guess iv come to a point in my life where a lot of thisgs hacve changed, i dont want them tooo and i dont want to change but i guess i will have to say goodbye to old me and try and find a new me. hope i like him!

why am i writing in DA after about a year and a half? cuz i need to write somewhre and nobody on DA actually knows me, so unlike facebook i can just ramble about crap i need to get out withouth mjy friends knowing how i feel.
thanks for reading if you got this far
seeya fuckers

hey-ho, anyone who cares il be going offline for a while, or just wont be on regulary as im finally graduating my degree in zoological science in three weeks and ive only got internet at university not at home.
thank fuck, its about time im so sick of education and having no money... yes i guess im going to have to get a real job now >.<

anyway,
be happy fuckers!

wooo! wicked im going to go catch penguins!!!

wow ive finally put sum more work up after like ages, adn theres lots of it, i photographed some tshirts ive printed. go chek them out! tell me what u think! yes i wear these tshirts all the time i love making my own tshirts its awesome!


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i tell you fuckgin what this shit is bullshit. godamn philosophy it sucks crap. godamn heidegger is an dead old prick.

....someone please write my essay....